raknai

Things are changing and the luck star smiled to me.
This February my Leukemia treatment  is over.
Almost 10 years with this cancer trying to kill me and 3 years fighting everyday.
Is over.
Now is time to recover the damage and recover all the time lost.

For a long time I keep this message:


I desperately need money.
I have bills to pay
I live with rice and water
Please send me money
I beg for money
I need money
And soon I will get a lot of gold




Now I believe that she bring me bad luck.
Don't matter how bad things are, if we focus in good things they came to us.
In the last couple of years the leukemia kill me for a few time, but good doctors bring me back.
I lost my house to a shameless scheme of the mayor and don't receive even half of the  value,
everything I have that was keep in a vacancy place of my uncle was stolen and nobody gives a crap.
I discover that most people around me are scumbag.
And I need a cane to walk.

However, everything that happens was good.
I have sure of that.
Now things only will  be better.
And better.
I fight a câncer and I win

I can win against anything

Never give up, Never surrender.

My treatment of Leukemia is in the last months.
I get a new computer and a cintiq.
To finish I make some illustrations for a book:
White Night Immortal from Wagner Motta.
And I'm felling better.

In the last few years I have a lot of deceptions
People who I like prove that don´t deserve the food they eat
I discover that I have Leukemia and diabetes
I lost everything I have, the prefecture stole my apartment and pay a 1/3° of the real value
All my stuffs I keep in an apartment from an uncle was stollen
And I need to use the money to pay de doctors and other stuff since I just have the clothes I wear of course
To finishh I was so screwed that I need a cane to walk because I can´t stand for too long.


Things are changing
I make new friends
New oportunities are coming
My last chemo is near
And I have an awesome computer and a Cintiw 12wx to draw
And I´m drawing again baby.

Soon my books will be published and I will give a full turn.

I need money, if someone want some art
Dont be shy and call me.
:iconharrassplz::iconhaybabyplz::iconemoishappyplz::iconoo-plz::iconiderpitplz::iconimyaranaikaplz::iconwashedbrainplz::iconwthhighplz::iconimdementedplz::icontrollfaceplz::icontskplz::iconmegustabishieplz::iconeheheplz::iconhawrhawrplz::iconukplz::icongrin-plz::iconmoonrapefaceplz::iconwooooplz::iconyoucardplz::iconhuarghplz::iconohshitplz::iconconstipationplz::iconblowitallupplz::icongrin--plz::iconfrageplz::iconirapeitplz::iconinvertedohnoesplz::iconseriouslyplz::iconimgonnakillyouplz::iconbdfaceplz::iconimpissedplz::iconimdangerousplz::iconhurrhurrplz::iconinomitplz::icondesudesuplz::iconwtwplz::iconpennywiseplz::iconblink-182faceplz::icondurpplz::iconbiggrinfaceplz::iconohmahgadplz::iconnotimpressednomplz::iconangrybirdsplz::iconcreepylaaplz::iconidontthinksobetchplz::iconimanevilguyplz::icondoomplz::iconboopplz::iconimapirateplz::iconmyeyezplz::iconimkindahappyplz::iconstudmuffinplz::iconomg--plz::iconohshetplz::iconmichaeljacksonicon::icongermanyplz::iconfinegeezplz::iconsaywhaplz::iconimtwofaceplz::iconberwaldplz::icondisbeliefplz::iconsasukecrazylaughplz::icondeathfaceplz::iconthatshorrificplz::iconohnoseplz::iconwhatbombplz::icongeraldplz::iconomgwhutplz::iconsobplz::iconwhatdaplz::iconretardiloveitplz::icontongueblush::iconjark::iconwthamiseeingplz::iconwtfusayplz::iconthefonzplz::iconwhatisthisplz::icondavidcookseesplz::iconichaincameplz::iconfreakygrinplz::iconmuahahaplz::iconfullofshtplz::iconimsuperhappyplz::iconiseriouscameplz::iconpacmandivider3::iconimhipsterplz::iconjokerhappyplz::iconimsarcasticplz::iconfangtasticplz::iconwaaaahplz::iconshiteatinggrinplz::iconurghplz::iconthatsepicplz::iconimlookpatheticplz::iconohshizplz::iconjawdrop--plz::iconimarvelplz::iconomgtearsplz::iconimcreepyplz::iconthisisamazingplz::iconsnooty-plz::iconyeahrightplz::iconimsexyplz::iconrunllamarun:

Well…
After a lot of troubles principally about healthy I lost everything and discovered that I have cancer.
It was interesting how I deny that I could have something really serious.
I was each more tired and week, always blaming some factor like stress and my bad shape, until I became extremely debilitate and can't get out of the bed.
I also can blame the Brazilian public health system that was completely incompetent and let me to die.
Them my mother carry me to a particular hospital where they resurrect me with an adrenalin shoot and discovered that I have cancer.
The next weeks are a long hang over, but finally after a long time I'm slowing returning to make my art.

I still need money.

I desperately need money.
I have bills to pay
I live with rice and water
Please send me money
I beg for money
I need money
And soon I will get a lot of gold













!Awesome!

































!!